Friday, April 04, 2008
I just totally screwed up my life, again.
One, my phone is screwed. And I don't know what to do about it. It's not under warranty cause the lcd's cracked down the middle. And, I don't know, I haven't been needing to use it much. Except to play games/alarm/reminders. So..?
Two, I don't know why I even did what I did, so I don't know what I'm feeling now? Miserable? Weird? But why should I even feel that bloody way? It's as if we're total strangers. I think I'm too stubborn and the whole thing is fucking my fault. For deluding myself into thinking that I may actually be good at it when I'm so lazy and can't be bothered to run. I don't know how long it'll last. But so far it has been a week and I don't know.
Three, my big mouth messed up some things and thanks to me, more than one someone is feeling miserable now.
Four, I have to get up at 6 tomorrow in order to reach Delta by 7, which I totally don't see the reason behind. And yesterday's "training" was just the black stuff by the road.
Five, the 4L outing on 29th made me realise how much I want to turn back time. I fucking hate this life.
Six, I don't think I'll be sending Xueting off tomorrow, which means a chance to meet up and talk foregone.
Seven, I made Dylan not have company in Island Creamery and Daph not even eating it, by not being alert before and topping up my card before.
Eight, I hate having to make my dad worry about money but because of my phone he has to now.
Nine, I haven't learned how to not spend less.
Ten, I want the Harrods bag but I think it's a waste of money although its really nice.
Eleven, my whole back is aching.
Twelve, my stupid sister only knows how to use my old com to play games and bullshit me that she's doing work. And when I say anything I'll get scolded cause I have the laptop. BUT THE FUCKING LAPTOP DOESN'T HAVE MICROSOFT OFFICE, so htf am I going to do my work? And if it hangs or whatever, what am I going to do?
I think there's more but I'm not going to list them. I'm so going to stop tagging after anybody. I rather not be known than be known as the person with so-and-so. This is so dumb. I want to re-take Olevels.
ƒrom Alice • 18:15
One, my phone is screwed. And I don't know what to do about it. It's not under warranty cause the lcd's cracked down the middle. And, I don't know, I haven't been needing to use it much. Except to play games/alarm/reminders. So..?
Two, I don't know why I even did what I did, so I don't know what I'm feeling now? Miserable? Weird? But why should I even feel that bloody way? It's as if we're total strangers. I think I'm too stubborn and the whole thing is fucking my fault. For deluding myself into thinking that I may actually be good at it when I'm so lazy and can't be bothered to run. I don't know how long it'll last. But so far it has been a week and I don't know.
Three, my big mouth messed up some things and thanks to me, more than one someone is feeling miserable now.
Four, I have to get up at 6 tomorrow in order to reach Delta by 7, which I totally don't see the reason behind. And yesterday's "training" was just the black stuff by the road.
Five, the 4L outing on 29th made me realise how much I want to turn back time. I fucking hate this life.
Six, I don't think I'll be sending Xueting off tomorrow, which means a chance to meet up and talk foregone.
Seven, I made Dylan not have company in Island Creamery and Daph not even eating it, by not being alert before and topping up my card before.
Eight, I hate having to make my dad worry about money but because of my phone he has to now.
Nine, I haven't learned how to not spend less.
Ten, I want the Harrods bag but I think it's a waste of money although its really nice.
Eleven, my whole back is aching.
Twelve, my stupid sister only knows how to use my old com to play games and bullshit me that she's doing work. And when I say anything I'll get scolded cause I have the laptop. BUT THE FUCKING LAPTOP DOESN'T HAVE MICROSOFT OFFICE, so htf am I going to do my work? And if it hangs or whatever, what am I going to do?
I think there's more but I'm not going to list them. I'm so going to stop tagging after anybody. I rather not be known than be known as the person with so-and-so. This is so dumb. I want to re-take Olevels.
